Kisses and Fuzz

Fun Fact: I have only ever slept with two people! My ex-husband and my ex Dom. And there you have it. The two can really not be compared. Physically, they are polar opposites. Generally, they differ in almost every way except for some serious Gemini streaks that seem universal. But seeing as these are the…

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G Spot VS Multiple Orgasms

After my last night of “Sex with the Sultan”, there was something that had me thinking. Even though the Sultan did his best effort to stimulate my G spot, the only result he received was one writhing and moaning woman who tried to push herself off the bed and away from his wicked fingers with…

Thinking

Friday was a terrible day for me. The week’s pressures collided into a devastating end. Yet, along with all the energy-sapping things I have had to endure, I also had to stay true to my own happiness, even if it broke me. I cried a lot on Friday. I cried mostly for myself. My pursuit…

It broke…

Stuff got in the way. So it broke. After Rocky took me up on the letter I wrote to him, I discovered that he is running under a lot more pressure than I knew. This is also why I had to make sure that he was certain about picking up our D/s relationship again. I…

Bah humbug.

I have been debating with myself. Throwing both sides of the argument around to decide what to do. There are things I need to write about, or say. Or something. As it stands right now, there is absolutely no one I talk to about my relationship with Rocky. He has asked me to write so…

Debrief

I really do not feel like writing today’s entry… But I think that it would be unfair not to, so I am going to get as clinical about this as I can manage. (Which is probably not possible, seeing as the topic is my night with my Dom and there is nothing clinical about that.)…

1 more night

The immense need to submit flows in deep rivulets through me. Something about Rocky coming tomorrow has my reflecting on our relationship in a more intense way. I don’t remember being so paralysed with longing when he came for his previous visit. I do recall fantasising and dreaming and hoping, but there is a marked…

2…

It’s starting to feel more like a dream. Where does reality meet up with fantasy? Is there a definitive divide? Is it possible to recognise the point when reality and fantasy combine and offers a unique out of body experience? I feel decidedly cranky this morning… Excuse me while I go and give myself an…

3…

Today’s topic is a special request from my Dom. On second thought, it wasn’t a request. But ‘special’ still stands, since he has only ever dictated my blog on a few occasions. Last Saturday, in an attempt to distract me, Rocky asked me how one of my explorative tasks was going that he gave me…

4 Days

I flow like a river. In some places I am calm and in others it gets rough. But right now I am focusing on the area where the constant rush is flowing a little too close to the shore and I can feel the scrape of the rocks in the most delicious way. It doesn’t…